mood: on the brink of a nervous breakdown (just jokin)
listening to: take what you take by lily allen
veronica mars on the tv
end of my first week back at boring school after melbourne. it was sooooooooo long and excrutiating. only three more weeks (ONLY!!) before the SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!!! YAY!!!!! so close yet so far. i thought i liked this guy (lets call him 'bob' - kelsey u know who i mean hehe) in my class because he was really sweet and was so nice to everyone and he was cute and also clever and athletic. he wasnt muscly but not puny either. then he began going on about how he doesnt believe in a god (which is fine) but also that no one else should be allowed to either. that turned me off him because i think thats just stupid. people should all be allowed to believe whatever they want. but then i kind of liked him again because we did a drama thing and he was in my group (there was only one other guy who constantly acts stoned so he wasnt a problem). he was a touchy feely. he was showing me exactly how to smoke (because i had to pretent to smoke for our play) and he had his hands wrapped around mine and he was really close behing me and it felt really good. hmmm...i probably shouldnt be putting this on the interent. oh well. and he was really nice and kept touching me on the back. OH!! i dont know. one half of my brain is telling me that i shoudl never like a guy that obviously knows way toooo much about how to smoke but the other half is (im ashamed to admit it) in love with him (probably only teenage romance though). but its still a form of LOVE!!!! oh well. gotta scoot. bye bye.
Labels: boys, school
can you believe there is actually a fan club for ikea??? i know what ur thinking bree- i should so totally join it.
